Deep, heart felt random questions @mary

1. What is more difficult for you; looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
the second one. i mean when someone is telling me something heart felt, what am i sopossed to do? kiss and scream with joy, or look straight in their eyes. i really dont know.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry.
i barely ever get mad. EVER! but i do remember 3 times i was really mad. one was when a boy kept torrmenting me on something that was extrememly embarssing for me. two when a boy i liked said he could never marry me becuase i am to hyper. and three when a boy 3 way called me but i didnt know about that, so i said some awful things.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?
whoaaa. intense question. well i know every single persons number that i have ever talked to practically. (my one and only talent) haa. so maybe my parents telling them i love them, or maybe if i was in love with a guy i would call and tell him that i loved him. or if i had kids i would call them and tell them that i loved them!

4. You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a)im sure i would tell everybody i know. (or my parents would)

b) i would hope my parents would agree on takeing me to see the world:)

c) very afraid i would probebly cry for days.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love.
love. i mean hard question. i really care about trust but so many people i love have broken their trust with me that know i dont even care.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

out of the kindess of my heart. i would save that dog. 

7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
venice, italy

8. Think of the last person who you really knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you?
n/a i just really dont know.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
hmmmm. i will get back to you on that

10. Does love = sex?
i was raised in a religous family, and we dont talk about sex. sooo next question!

11. Your best friend dies, what would you do?

 cry a shitload. .

12. When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
i tell my boyfriend ever day how much i miss him and how much i like him. and it was honest

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
second one. that is soo very heart breaking for some one to give/ see

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
beliveing in god

15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
family love. every time i end a call with my mom i say that i love her:) 

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you had “no regrets” what would it be?
that one night...

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?
im never alone. i refuse to be:) haa but if i was i would call my mom or my dad and tell them to come on over. 

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
out of the kindness of my heart. and really who wouldnt? but slight problem i really dont know how to give cpr...

19. Are you old fashioned?
i wish i grew up in the 50's im obssed with vintage clothing and old postcards. whenever in goodwill looking for books i always go for the old strached up books. those are the books with a two storys behind them :P

20. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before?
i would chose the first one i mean, deep down thats everybodys answer right?

21. If you could do anything OR wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish?
give me some time to think about it please!